i only get 1 1/2 days rest every week. that's because i travel 1 1/2 hours to and fro for work from monday to friday and work at the family store during sundays. that translates to waking up before 6am six days a week, regardless of what time i slept the night before. this in turn contributes to my lack of social life. i don't even have time for tv you know.

why are things the way they are?e ganun e!

i seldom see my boyfriend because of conflicts in our schedule. i work from 9am - 5:30pm while his shift is from 2am-11am. he's still working by the time i start and sleeping by the time i finish. by the time he wakes up, i'm about to sleep already if i'm not yet asleep. sometimes we don't even get to talk when it's already bad enough that we don't see each other.

i'm so not happy about this but all i can do is FREAKING UNDERSTAND!!!!why?

e ganun e!

punyeta! lagi na lang ba "e ganun e!"?

 

 

nothing beats a bottle of cold cold beer after a hard day's work. :)

1. he should exert effort in EVERYTHING he does.
2. he should be a very honest man..at least to me. I would rather have him tell me the truth no matter how much it can hurt me.
3. he should never ever break promises. if he cannot do something, he better not promise to do it at all.
4. he need not be drop-dead gorgeous, as long as he can look presentable in any occassion.
5. he should know his priorities in life.
6. i won't really care much about his past, as long as he'll try to be the best person that he can be in the present and into the future.
7. he should have outmost respect for his and my family.
8. he should never ever take me for granted.

the list can go on forever...but no matter how long it can get, it will all boil down to one fact that i have realized about myself: i like bad boys just for the thrill, i still would want to end up with a good guy. :p

what is more important? that you are happy with the things you do? or that you are doing the right thing though it doesn't necessarily make you happy? being happy and doing the right thing are two entirely different things. many times i have found myself choosing to do the right thing though i am not happy about it. sure it was the most selfless thing to do...but is being selfless better than lying to yourself?

ahh...honesty and selflessness...do these two values belong to the same pedestal?gosh! should i even bother asking these questions?

happy independence day everyone! be thankful for the beautiful gift called freedom. i wish you all the freedom in the world. :)

 

nobody can make me happy but me.